There was a time, however, when she wasn't in some hot environment crying her eyes out. She was on Saturday Night Live the evening of February 10th, 1979. I suppose, in its way, SNL was a hot environment. Hot as in popular and also hot as in "the heat is on." I lived for that show. I remember the first time I saw it. It was the first season and we were at my grandparent's house in Boston. My siblings and I were up late (waiting for the adults to wrap up their looooong good-bye) and flipping through all six TV channels. A commercial came on for a K-Tel product. A personal price tagging gun. A blowsy woman uses it on a melon and proclaims, "I got this melon for a penny!" I was hooked. I credit that show for getting me through junior high school. During the opening of Cicely's episode, she is introduced by Don Pardo. Garrett Morris comes out in drag, pretending to be Cicely. She marches on stage from the audience and proceeds to gently admonish Garrett for essentially being a token and implying worse. She tells him he's better than that. And she has a point. It's funny; but it's not funny. Morris had in a way been reduced to playing almost nothing but maids. You can sense a kind of change in him as he interacts with Cicely. He seems to become empowered in her presence. Later in the show there's a sketch called "Black Perspective" and it's a talk show spoof, hosted by Garrett. He's interviewing Cicely, as herself, and asking her about being a black role model (something which she consciously strived to be). The interview backfires on Garrett when she admonishes (far less gently this time) that the only thing keeping black women down, is black men. I don't know why, but this moment imprinted into my long term memory bank. Looking back and wondering why, I think it was the honesty of it, courtesy of Cicely. It seemed I was hearing an authentic black voice on TV for maybe the first time. Interesting to note that the show aired in February. And the musical guests however, couldn't have been whiter: The Talking Heads; again, interesting to note that this was just before they released Remain in Light which was famously influenced by African "polyrhythms." Maybe perhaps by the shows host that night as well. If anyone was giving out a polyrhythmic performance that night, it was Cicely. She was even in a Widettes sketch (remember the family with the huge rear ends?) where she had a speech about Ho-Ho's.
So, Cicely, thank you for the memories and the sensations. And yes, you were a trailblazer and yes, you most certainly were a role model; for all of us. I hope I live as long and graciously as you did.